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Father answers: "Resignation is true, but right is not here, I. Be decided by the meeting theory of committee member of society's affair in the future. "

Pu repairs and says bright: "The situation of " Wen Hui Daily " is better than the ' brightness '. So, also want to invite you to write an article about the coalition government. "

Father says: "I can't write. "

"Can you recommend a person? "

"I can not figure out for the moment. In a word, please want it to some persons studying of China's politics, like Wang TieYa  Such. "

Then, Pu has repaired and transmitted two pieces of news to father bright on the phone: One is to say, she sees Zhou Yang and Xia Yan in the Yugoslavian embassy. What on earth is the matter to ask them two present situations in the hall? Air of views? They two both say, still air of views now, the policy does not change. Another news is to say she has looked <<Why is this? >>Unless editorial later, phone Lu Dingyi immediately,not at all ask it continue by " put " now ? " accept " ? The answer of the land is too, we " put " ,Do not change.

Pu repairs the speech bright in the telephone, although the language is terse, mood is excited. Have ominous premonitions each other. Father understands very much, she cares about " the brightness " ,Because of "  Wen Hui " With " brightness "  The blood vessels communicate, are all newspapers of the democratic party. She cares about Lao Chu, because she links up with storing the destiny of Anping, is all editors-in-chief of the newspaper office. However, father has not realized yet: Goal that Mao Zedong attack Pu bright to build Luo Longji around, store the back oneself of Anping, political party that sent intellectuals and them of free democracy of China represented with Zhang Luo.

On June 10, father shows at the forum of the Central Committee of China Democratic League: "To my criticism, I wouldn't argue. My speech may be a a hundred per cent mistake, or is unfavorable to socialism, maybe oppose the leadship of the party, damage the serious mistake of the leadership of the party, may not may be so serious a problem too. I will never plead, do not say spoken from the purpose. In a word, should learn from everybody with some bearing work aroused in interest. "

Early in the morning on June 11, father discusses that celebrates " Guangming Daily " builds the thing of the eighth anniversary of society, drive to store home of Anping. This is located in a small Chinese courtyard house of the street of Fuchengmen. Before going, mother's niece's husband, holding office in " brightness " The writer Palestinian wave of the supplement tells father: Store home of Anping, not easy to look for. Heard from others on the opposite side of it, it was one that " revitalizing the petroleum shop " . Find the petroleum shop, can seek to his residence.

In the sitting room not big, they have begun the brief talk. It is depressed to store Anping, say to father: "I have already resigned, the thing that the society celebrates don't talk to me! "

Refuse so, it is only reticent.

In silence, father is aware the severity of the state of affair has already exceeded one's own original estimation, can't help worrying for the future of storing Anping. Father opened one's mouth at last, one: "Lao Chu, is your burden heavy? "

"Non- heavy. "

"It is all right to be non- heavy. " Father continues going on: "People meet three kinds of situations so, it is difficult. "

"Which three kinds? "

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